At the beginning of the day i keep asking rethorical question, "Will it be the same today like it was yesterday?"

I mean c'mon, what kind of asshole asks that kind of question to himself?
am i really that bad?

Im just this kid who still doesn't know certain places cool people go to hang out

Or prescripted drugs to missuse to distract all their sad-ass problems (oh i wish i had one)
 

Am i having a depression?
 

Will this make me suicidal?
 

I guess when you were once an asshole, and then you're up, everyone used to know tries to pull you down
 

Well sadly,
the worst thing about the end of the day, is that tomorrow it will start all over again.