Minggu, 27 Maret 2011
When You're Gone
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Deny Saputra |
Did I wait too long?
Moments gone and now wasted
Coming back to home
It feels wrong, changes haunt me
Ends I came before
Leave me lost, confused, searching
Everything I own
Takes me back nowhere
Objects in my room
They might be telling me something soon
Still you ask me how I feel
I feel lost - that’s how I feel
I know, I know
There's something I've forgotten
Like a time, a place
A shattered memory
For me it's more
Than I can seem to handle
It's the pain, my mind
Is writing on the wall
The truth, you lied
You said it can convince you to
Give up, this place
Will never set me free
Enough, I know
I really did it this time
It's a sign, this place
Is somewhere I should be
Taking a piece of my heart
When you're gone
Are my eyes too blind
To find illusions from deep inside, growing?
What I lost to find
And what I find brings me here
I know, I know
There's something I've forgotten
Like a time, a place
A shattered memory
For me it's more
Than I can seem to handle
It's the pain, my mind
Is writing on the wall
The truth, you lied
You said it can convince you to
Give up, this place
Will never set me free
Enough, I know
I really did it this time
It's a sign, this place
Is somewhere I should be
Taking a piece of my heart
That's how it always starts
When you're gone
Moments gone and now wasted
Coming back to home
It feels wrong, changes haunt me
Ends I came before
Leave me lost, confused, searching
Everything I own
Takes me back nowhere
Objects in my room
They might be telling me something soon
Still you ask me how I feel
I feel lost - that’s how I feel
I know, I know
There's something I've forgotten
Like a time, a place
A shattered memory
For me it's more
Than I can seem to handle
It's the pain, my mind
Is writing on the wall
The truth, you lied
You said it can convince you to
Give up, this place
Will never set me free
Enough, I know
I really did it this time
It's a sign, this place
Is somewhere I should be
Taking a piece of my heart
When you're gone
Are my eyes too blind
To find illusions from deep inside, growing?
What I lost to find
And what I find brings me here
I know, I know
There's something I've forgotten
Like a time, a place
A shattered memory
For me it's more
Than I can seem to handle
It's the pain, my mind
Is writing on the wall
The truth, you lied
You said it can convince you to
Give up, this place
Will never set me free
Enough, I know
I really did it this time
It's a sign, this place
Is somewhere I should be
Taking a piece of my heart
That's how it always starts
When you're gone
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Rabu, 23 Maret 2011
Why not used IS?
Pertanyaan selalu datang tiap waktu, tiap saat. bahkan saat lo gak tau apa yang mungkin meredakan amarah lo sekarang. disini gue cuma mau ngelakuin apa yg emang udah di beratkan ke gue sebagai creator/author blog ini. yaitu update post.
so. kenapa gak pake IS?
gak ada masalah, cuma gue gak mau terikat dengan kata2 yg harus gue keluarin di british language. gak perlu dipikirin itu hanya kesalahpahaman.
so. kenapa gak pake IS?
gak ada masalah, cuma gue gak mau terikat dengan kata2 yg harus gue keluarin di british language. gak perlu dipikirin itu hanya kesalahpahaman.
Minggu, 20 Maret 2011
Konvensional di era Kontroversial
Satu2nya yang ada di benak gue sekarang.
"Kenapa gue gak off dan belajar dengan keras?" jwabannya adalah, "gue gak pernah 100% niat buat belajar"
so, itulah kenyataan yang harus gue ubah sekarang karena nanti gak ada waktu lagi untuk ngerubah itu sebelum gue mati. perkataan orang selalu buat gue sadar untuk menjadi apa yang orang itu bilang. but, someone watching more carefully to my back side of my brain and said, "dont think what youre but youre what you think". ada satu harapan saat gue denger itu yaitu gue harus jadi apa yang gue pikirkan sekarang apapun resikonya, gue gak butuh seseorang lagi buat ngisi kekosongan lubuk hati gue. tapi gue tetep berharap lain kali ada waktu untuk nebus segala kesalahan yang pernah gue lakuin ke dia.
sesungguhnya gue cuma mau bilang bahwa gak semua hal yang lo pikirin tentang gue itu benar. kalo kenyataanya lo gak suka cukup bilang dan gak usah ngasih sesuatu yang manis padahal itu pahit. semua orang benci dibodohi, dibohongi dengan kata2 manis. gue juga males dendam sama orang, gue lagi gak mau benci sama orang. jadi lo cukup pergi dari hadapan gue dan gak perlu mikirin hal idiot lagi karena lo emang idiot pembuat janji2 konstitusi palsu.
okay, i must doing something constructive now, sayonara.
"Kenapa gue gak off dan belajar dengan keras?" jwabannya adalah, "gue gak pernah 100% niat buat belajar"
so, itulah kenyataan yang harus gue ubah sekarang karena nanti gak ada waktu lagi untuk ngerubah itu sebelum gue mati. perkataan orang selalu buat gue sadar untuk menjadi apa yang orang itu bilang. but, someone watching more carefully to my back side of my brain and said, "dont think what youre but youre what you think". ada satu harapan saat gue denger itu yaitu gue harus jadi apa yang gue pikirkan sekarang apapun resikonya, gue gak butuh seseorang lagi buat ngisi kekosongan lubuk hati gue. tapi gue tetep berharap lain kali ada waktu untuk nebus segala kesalahan yang pernah gue lakuin ke dia.
sesungguhnya gue cuma mau bilang bahwa gak semua hal yang lo pikirin tentang gue itu benar. kalo kenyataanya lo gak suka cukup bilang dan gak usah ngasih sesuatu yang manis padahal itu pahit. semua orang benci dibodohi, dibohongi dengan kata2 manis. gue juga males dendam sama orang, gue lagi gak mau benci sama orang. jadi lo cukup pergi dari hadapan gue dan gak perlu mikirin hal idiot lagi karena lo emang idiot pembuat janji2 konstitusi palsu.
okay, i must doing something constructive now, sayonara.
Senin, 14 Maret 2011
Here! Up! Shut Up Web!
Hi guys, this Lucas Luxray A Winter Farmer is will not update with a new posting for a while. but i have some advice if you still want to read my blog:
HERE
Im sorry guys, but i very bored to make a single post right here, right now.
HERE
Im sorry guys, but i very bored to make a single post right here, right now.
Jumat, 11 Maret 2011
I'm A Dork
At the beginning of the day i keep asking rethorical question, "Will it be the same today like it was yesterday?"
I mean c'mon, what kind of asshole asks that kind of question to himself?
am i really that bad?
am i really that bad?
Im just this kid who still doesn't know certain places cool people go to hang out
Or prescripted drugs to missuse to distract all their sad-ass problems (oh i wish i had one)
Am i having a depression?
Will this make me suicidal?
I guess when you were once an asshole, and then you're up, everyone used to know tries to pull you down
Well sadly,
the worst thing about the end of the day, is that tomorrow it will start all over again.
the worst thing about the end of the day, is that tomorrow it will start all over again.
Minggu, 06 Maret 2011
HIATUS NOW
Ini minggu2 pertama gue ngejalanin uranium challenge dari dinas, mdh2an perjuangan gue kali ini gak sia2 dan gue bisa masuk sekolah tujuan gue. Amin. entah kenapa gue merasa ada yang ganjil belakangan ini dengan omongan-omongan orang yang gue gatau apakah itu menjadikan keputusan kedepan lebih baik apa engga, namanya orang mereka selalu mempunyai cara pandang yang berbeda, apakah ada cara pandang yang salah? yang gue tau cuma keputusan yang salah. menurut gue seorang yang sering mengambil keputusan yang salah adalah orang yang akan berhasil dimasa depan, karena dengan keputusan yang salah orang mengambil keputusan yang benar pada akhirnya, dan orang yang tidak pernah merasakan kegagalan tidak akan bertahan bila apa yang dijalaninya selama ini tiba2 salah ditengah jalan. it's the wrong way to think, but the right way to win. gue beruntung karena dimasa lalu gue sering mengambil keputusan yang salah.
Aduh jadi sok dewasa nulis2 ginian, gpp namanya jg nulis, keluarin aja deh sekalian..
ada apa ya didepan sana? manusia takut sama masa depan, seperti manusia takut kegelapan, karena tidak tau apa yang ada di dalam sana. begitu menyalakan lampu baru semua keliatan, dan perasaan jadi aman. kayanya yang msti gue lakukan sekarang adalah mencari saklar lampu yang bisa nyalain lampu paling terang di hidup gue. dan untuk menemukan itu gue juga pasti akan menemukan beberapa saklar lampu yang malah menyesatkan..
inti dari semuanya adalah, it's ok to fall, dont be afraid to fail, just keep going, you'll know what you're really capable of..
Deny Saputra,
Pelajar musim dingin
Aduh jadi sok dewasa nulis2 ginian, gpp namanya jg nulis, keluarin aja deh sekalian..
ada apa ya didepan sana? manusia takut sama masa depan, seperti manusia takut kegelapan, karena tidak tau apa yang ada di dalam sana. begitu menyalakan lampu baru semua keliatan, dan perasaan jadi aman. kayanya yang msti gue lakukan sekarang adalah mencari saklar lampu yang bisa nyalain lampu paling terang di hidup gue. dan untuk menemukan itu gue juga pasti akan menemukan beberapa saklar lampu yang malah menyesatkan..
inti dari semuanya adalah, it's ok to fall, dont be afraid to fail, just keep going, you'll know what you're really capable of..
Deny Saputra,
Pelajar musim dingin
Kamis, 03 Maret 2011
THE TOP 10 REASONS DIGIMON ARE BETTER THAN POKEMON
#by Deny
They are not confined to saying their names.
They do not electricute their partners on accident.
They have not been known to self-destruct.
They usually save you from more than a trainer battle.
You need not be ten years of age to have one.
You don't have to catch them all.
Digivolving is much cooler than just evolving.
You don't have to memorize attack patterns. Digimon already know what to do.
Digimon are programmed for loyalty, unlike some Pokemon.
And the number one reason Digimon are better than Pokemon... Er... Ah... Yamato says they're just cooler!
*Ugh! that's all folks Lucas Luxray.
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- Deny Saputra
- A player of world, nerd, disguiser, and a scholar of SMAN 12 Jakarta. For further information: denyjfp@gmail.com